Finding the Silver Lining

Your eyes.. Brighter than the Sun Deeper than the Oceans  Darker than the night sky Glitters like the Stars up high They're beautiful. If eyes are the windows to the soul  does this mean I am captivated by yours? If cameras have lens to enhance a captured moment  and our eyes are that to our bodies I wonder how the film looks like when you look at me What do you see? How do you see me? What details did or do you capture?  Where do they wonder? Your eyes take me to a place of comfort a place of excitement too. When we lock eyes  time stops. stops. stop. sto st s ⛶ s st sto stop. stops. don't stop. In that moment nothing matters, just you, and although time stops, i love that moment of time shared. Never stop sharing your eyes with me.. during my most hectic moments.. your eyes soothe the day, I'm... addicted, give me my fix ..... take me to our secret place for those 3.6 seconds.....

🌑  🌒  🌓  🌔  🌕  🌖  🌗  🌘 Show me a little.... therefore you did unannounced your shorts looking mighty fitted but I was too captivated in the way my name was pronounced... Your red tee matched the color of the rose that you got me & you GOT ME romantic, I suppose I was just what you were missin' 'cause you needed someone to listen all the seconds, minutes, hours spent talking over Stellas & red wine were ours work in the A.M, no stress, it was fine Coffee date Dodger games Dolphins raising our heart rate divided by two coastlines first kiss left me on cloud nine met on an airline crazy how it all aligns But we ran out of time took you back to the same 'line we said our goodbyes and I watched you fly by. XO,  better out then in. The Capricorn mind.

Let's get one thing straight.... Communicating indirectly. To: You.. Social media is a vast and broad world. I sometimes receive what I read on there to be about me.  And I know you too.  With that being said, when I tweet, I'm not tweeting about you. (mostly...) This isn't towards you. Dear fellow readers,   I met a new friend on Twitter recently, who asked me for feedback. We've never met, never seen each other, it's the first time we have interacted. But he needed help. Sometimes we need a complete stranger to tell us what we need to hear or maybe WHAT WE DON'T WANNA HEAR. More or less, I know I've been in situations where I needed some complete stranger to listen and tell me what to do. So he did. Maybe you need to read this, or maybe someone that you surround yourself does. Furthermore, The mind spoke today. Enjoy. ****SORRY ON THE GRAMMAR AND PUNCTUATION ERRORS**** honestly i was going to hit you wit...

Does this deafening silence mean nothing to nobody but me? My apologies on the silence on here, I have been working on a couple projects during my free time lately. Here's a little bit of mystery for you all xo 💋 (admiring how a mess can make a picture come alive) During this deafening silence, your actions have spoken louder than the roaring yells of my past. It's 2:35 in the morning, I'm thinking about The Creation of Adam as I stare into this light. Illuminating the only existence of direction, I asked, "breath some life in me, as you did with Adam." With only thousands of miles apart is it possible that we grow closer together in the silence? Laying there with a smile. I am comforted with a beating heart in my chest and another by my belly. XO. A lighter mind. 

🌑  🌒  🌓  🌔  🌕  🌖  🌗  🌘 8 faces of the moon  similar to the 8 phases of you different layers  exposing different shades All your bricklayers combined with variations of blades protecting your castle walls as I sit here rollin' my eyeballs You're a naysayer And I'm a soothsayer Whisky and Bayers don't help with the heartaches You claim you don't eat with Snakesss as you sit alone cutting your steaks You sit alone Claiming that you're fine Until you look at the date and the time realizing that life has blown by Where are you going, whats the plan? To be a con artist for the rest of your lifespan? You're no Superman Repairman Ladies man Fancy man You're no better than a garbage can With your bag of lies perhaps you're the Boogeyman At least you've come to realize You've always been the middleman for your ex  and the one that's next. xo,  The heart on a rampage.

she replied.... "Maybe, maybe not. Or maybe just have you in awe.  More or less then a lot. Is it enough or naw? What does your heart tell you? Will it even allow you too? 'Cause all this did come out the blue. We'll see baby.. Slow and steady........" xo,  The heart. 

Backspace projecting this !!!! I am pretty livid right now, I told myself one thing and how I allowed another to happen. I felt the outta body experience again, not in the "oh crap, I almost died," way but in the "what are you doing, Karina?" Could it have been the moment I lost control of my car and attempting to avoid all walls or that I was standing THERE, I mean my soul was, while, my body was laying down there.  Why did I not listen to my soul-self?  I feel a lot of disappointment at this moment, how I can add another layer of things that I have to deal with.  Super frustrated. Super annoyed. Super disappointed. Highly irritated. Highly moronic. Highly upset. Incredibly.. Incredibly.. Incredibly  Disgusted. What's the Silver Lining? I know what I want for my character. Any repercussions will be dealt with accordingly. To take my future ever so serious. Take my health like its the gift of LIFE Too sink so LOW th...

The Kitty and The Fishy Playing with Fire ... Originally written: 04/19/2017 Platform: VSCO Honestly, I am too tired to ponder on my topic of discussion, the mind and the heart are both silent today. It's strange cause you ask yourself who's driving Karina right meow. We're currently on Auto-pilot until further notice, until then, here's a post that I deleted from my VSCO account.  It's dedicated to a unannounced waterbender, Enjoy! That stupid eye game....... (That devious smile..) I f you've ever flirted with someone, you know the eye game. When you say more to one another when you look at each other vs actually saying anything. Kinda feels like time stops for that one moment, nothing is relevant just this one second of silent communication.  How I'm trying to stay in line f or many reasons (some outta my control) but somehow the universe tends to bring me back to similar situations and I'm like ugh, not again. If I had to d...

The Backspace Project. Breaking the ice with my first post, exercising TBP on this post. The purpose of it is to not edit a damn thing on this, pretty much not backspacing, even for edits. I'd be lying if I havent just backspaced completely forgetting the purpose!!  (insert actual thought -- so annoying, me.. nir the project lmao.)   In the last... 4 months, I have met some fireass people, that I have crazy connectiions with, like.... actual "positive vibes only" people and we would jhave nothing but positive vibes conversations. I met this Beautiful Flower over the weekend, she;s a friend of a friend, a freind that I recently met.   I was next to Scorpio, talking to him about whatevers, she sat diwn next to him and introduced herself to me. SHe seem cool, but her OPal earrings were what caught my attentipon. I loveeeeeeeeeeeee the opal stone, something about it seems so pure when it's in the white crystak form. I complimented her on it and then show...